Have been silence for years.. Try to come back but things just not in the right way..
Let me tell you why..
For the last 1 year & 4 months I was living on my own..Hubby was transfered to Sg Petani Kedah..
But being married for 9 years , it's not easy to come back after work to an empty house.This might works differently if I have kids .. Unfortunately not..
Hubby requested me to resigned & follow him to Sg Petani.. Been working for 16 years.. I don't see how I can stay at home..
So we continued with our life.. Being a weekend wife is easy.. but the loneliness is the worst.. Both side I guess..
After 4 months away, my house was broken into while I was at work.. Came back at 2am and that's was the worst nightmare ever...I'ts not the loss of all the valuable things that matter .. but part of my life was in tears.. The safety.. being alone at home.. it was sleepless night for me.. Stayed in the hotel.. my brother's house.. Even I took 1 week leave & stayed with hubby in Sg Petani..
But being away for 16 months also brings the best of our life..We appreciated every single moments , even a short weekend getaway... A run in Penang.. A bicycle Ride through Padi Field in Sg Petani.. and all the good food in Penang & Kedah.. Life is still good...
So many moments with mix of feelings .. emotions etc... and thank God we managed to overcome it ..
God works in his own mysterious ways, and protects me amazingly...
Ramadhan 1433H , was the best month ever as it also brings back hubby to KL after 16 months in Sg Petani..
No more breaking fast alone.. No more lonely nite.. No more long night phone conversation before sleeping..
Life is good ..and back to normal.. Alhamdulillah.
Welcome back myDear !!
xoxo , Mulan